The Elephant's Whispers

"Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart." Confucius

I was about to give in. About to give you my all. I wanted you back, I wanted to be with you, have you, call you mine again. I am thankful that my eyes were opened by a set of voices. Voices I have heard before, voices I thought you said I wouldn’t have to worry about anymore. I can’t tell the future, but I can tell there is obviously no room for me in yours or you in mine. I don’t know why I set myself up to only be hurt again. The promises we made were meant to be broken because they are only as good as your word. And we both know that your lips have been somewhere else. The nights that we did spend together I will always remember. I just don’t think my heart can take it anymore. I thought I was thinking clearly and I thought that I was doing the right thing but you obviously proved me wrong. I know that I am special, and I know that I can do great things but for me not for you. Time and time again I will fall for your lies, for your lips, for your touch. I am a fool and you knew that too. It’s no lie I love you that I would lay down my life for you but you wouldn’t do the same and I could never ask you to do that for me either. So here is my promise. I promise I will go on with my life, I promise I will make something of myself, I promise to stay strong, and I promise to to never forget. I will never forget you and I will love you always.

11 months ago